DO I WANT TO GO WITH THE FLOW?
When do I ride the waves of change?
When do I resist the waves of change?
My teacher asked our group this question in a movement class recently, and it made me think about when I feel at ease in myself and the situation, and when I feel resistance or strain.
And now Iâm bringing this question to you.
Here is my lens (whatâs yours?):
We are self-regulatory beings, designed to meet moments of resistance and adapt.
We are designed to discern what is happening, integrate what we need, allowing us to adapt to a new situation, and discard what we donât need.
âAdaptation/learning underlies the literal physical adaptations our system is constantly making to our lived and imagined experiences. We are talking about adaptations on every tissue level from genes in our cells to neural network connection and pruning--- WHOLENESS.â
Babette Lightner, Wholeness in Motion
Every need or desire is paired with a corresponding resistance (#wholeness). By bringing gentle awareness to our resistance, we can learn more about how we learn and whatâs meaningful to us.
Perfectionism is an example of resistance AND support. Am I overeager to learn this new piece of repertoire perfectly? How is my resistance impacting my learning?
How is my resistance supporting my learning? What function is my resistance serving? Perhaps itâs a message from my system to slow down; maybe Iâm rushing through this too quickly to really integrate these new skills, for example.
Resistance is Assistance
Change (a.k.a. learning) involves a letting-go process, and acknowledgement of what is impermanent (thank you to Babette for introducing this word as part of the learning process).
This can be challenging when weâve been holding onto our habitual patterns for a long time, even if we have outgrown them. Letting go of âtrying to be rightâ tendencies can be a challenge because we are so used to being perceived in a certain way, predicting outcomes, etc. Trying to be âperfect âhas probably served a very important purpose up until now.
(If youâre curious to dive a little deeper into our familiar âtrying to be good/right/perfectâ routine, and how it impacts our experiences with learning and performance anxiety, check out this great article, Good For Whom? by Elizabeth Garren on David Gormanâs Learning Methods website.)